Well, sorry dear readers for the delay in writing. The past few weeks have been a bit dreary for me. My dear love Matt and I parted ways after a year and a half of ups and downs, and he is away facing his fears and hopefully finding a way to truly take care of himself. I’m left (not to be too mopey) by myself to pull the pieces back together. It’s been two weeks since the end began, and I think it’s only just now hitting me how sad I am to be alone. I’ve lost a person who caused me much sadness, but who I also enjoyed spending every day and great memories with. Although I knew the end was coming, I’m still grieving the loss in many ways.
In other news, I have never been more thankful for a sweet dog and for good friends that I can call all the time. I’ve talked through the events with friends and family, and I am now sick of the whole sad story and am eager (although it’s hard) to just move forward. The worst is over, I know, and break-ups stink, but somehow life goes on. I hope that writing here will be a helpful tool in feeling connected to the people I love. I love sharing my life with you all, thank you for being part of it.